the only reason I'm making this video is to bring you out of that rut by referring to someone with the biblical passages and arguments better than mine in the 2 following links of orlando kang speaking on the topic (tldr watch this video or else god smites you videos are done by false prophets)
manipulative christian videos are destroying people's faith
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hXQO60N5fpY
the problem with "god wants you to see this" videos
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AnfpurkxLsc

my 3 parter videos
https://rumble.com/v5an13h-atheists-in-heaven-and-a-lack-of-hell.html
https://rumble.com/v5an2vx-the-hiddenness-of-god-from-us-in-this-life.html
https://rumble.com/v5an9v1-psychiatrists-versus-god.html

tldr both are the views of what's good and bad according to child rapists and literally noone but child rapists thinks that's acceptable because child rapists think raping children is good and being prevented from raping children is bad, meanwhile jesus possibly said to kill child rapists which should show just how serious a sin/crime it is if even jesus wanted people to kill over it

gavin ortlund going through in context quotes from her book and side by side'ing them with video clips of what he actually said in context
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-3ClEkfP8pM

gregory B sadler philosophy core concepts (kierkegaard)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B-p8k4MUmoo&list=PLMGG1cckGgXVrVAJCMrv0z8E7g1hLf_H5

desiring god (jonathan piper calvinist preaching)
https://www.youtube.com/@desiringGod
CS lewis doodle
https://www.youtube.com/@CSLewisDoodle
and CS lewis essays
https://www.youtube.com/@CSLewisessays

the problem of pain
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m2gNGTPBmNw

mere christianity
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pj_qM3gWNtk
god in the dock
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mj8dRBw_Ouw&list=PLM4vRMTd-9xhC6NW9jnod4H1Ys3auNoGB

the great divorce, the abolition of man (audiobooks), all by CS lewis who was anglican

been listening to the audiobook by GK chesterton called orthodoxy
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4KfqaKtokcw
bishop barron (catholic bishop)
https://www.youtube.com/@BishopBarron
truth unites (gavin ortlund, baptist priest I believe)
https://www.youtube.com/@TruthUnites
exodus analysis series
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GEASnFvLxhU&list=PL22J3VaeABQAppIsV0MmKYhGeFGJsy-dS
biblical lectures
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f-wWBGo6a2w&list=PL22J3VaeABQD_IZs7y60I3lUrrFTzkpat
bonus video of jordan peterson talking with larry arrn 3 months ago, about an hour long, highly recommend, sort of a summary of his views
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fqbfS-P4vI4

proof marx and lincoln were of the same breed
https://www.marxists.org/archive/marx/iwma/documents/1864/lincoln-letter.htm

doug wilson
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xir6eDXWrls

desiring god (calvinist preaching)
https://www.youtube.com/@desiringGod

lotus eaters dot com channel for more thought out topics, they also have lotus eaters podcast for daily events news
https://www.youtube.com/@LotuseatersDotCom

truth unites (protestant christian)
https://www.youtube.com/@TruthUnites

bishop barron (catholic)
https://www.youtube.com/@BishopBarron

pints with aquinas (mostly I like father gregory pine videos)
https://www.youtube.com/@PintsWithAquinas

distributist (livestreams and videos)
https://www.youtube.com/@TheDistributist/streams

the prudentialist
https://www.youtube.com/@ThePrudentialist

giantart productions (gio)
https://www.youtube.com/@GiantArtProductions

gregory B sadler (check playlists and core concepts section, there's 780 videos)
https://www.youtube.com/@GregoryBSadler

whatifalthist(ory)
https://www.youtube.com/@WhatifAltHist

CS lewis doodle
https://www.youtube.com/@CSLewisDoodle

kaci nicole (biblical passages and topics)
https://www.youtube.com/@kacinicole

morgoth's review
https://www.youtube.com/@MorgothsReview1

CS lewis essays
https://www.youtube.com/@CSLewisessays

new discourses (james lindsay)
https://www.youtube.com/@newdiscourses

sovereign nations
https://www.youtube.com/@SovereignNations

andrew klavan
https://www.youtube.com/@AndrewKlavan

arch (warhammer)
https://www.youtube.com/@ArchYouTube

romanian tvee
https://www.youtube.com/@RomanianTvee