the hiddenness of god from us in this life

the only reason I'm making this video is to bring you out of that rut by referring to someone with the biblical passages and arguments better than mine in the 2 following links of orlando kang speaking on the topic (tldr watch this video or else god smites you videos are done by false prophets)
manipulative christian videos are destroying people's faith
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hXQO60N5fpY
the problem with "god wants you to see this" videos
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AnfpurkxLsc

tldr both are the views of what's good and bad according to child rapists and literally noone but child rapists thinks that's acceptable because child rapists think raping children is good and being prevented from raping children is bad, meanwhile jesus possibly said to kill child rapists which should show just how serious a sin/crime it is if even jesus wanted people to kill over it

gavin ortlund going through in context quotes from her book and side by side'ing them with video clips of what he actually said in context
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-3ClEkfP8pM